Friday, June 15, 2012

The TARDIS Makes Me Horny

My Cruddy Doctor Who TARDIS fanart. 
It seems like every moment all I can think about it sex and orgasms.   I dream about sex and masturbating.    I almost feel like a hormonal teenager that thinks everything is some of dirty sexual innuendo because everything makes me think of sex.   Watching Stargate with Sire and all I can think about is jumping on him and fucking him, but I'm not allowed to.  I have also been guilty of fantasizing about nearly every sexy geeky science fiction character I've encountered recently.  I don't even have to try it just happens.   Sex with a Dalek? I'm sure I could make it work

It's so ironic that pregnancy has made me feel like an even more sexual person than before.  My body is so curvy, my skin and hair is so smooth and silk, my sex drive was through the roof to the point where I was waking up in the middle of the night nearly every night just to fuck myself.  Typically sex and orgasms during pregnancy is perfectly safe, but I had a complication during my first birth that has caused me to have issues with my cervix this time around which triggered preterm labor last month. 

In some ways this deprivation of sexual pleasure really is sexual experience as well, with all of the pent up sexual energy it's creating.   I don't know why I torture myself on edenfantasies and other sex toy websites looking at the sales.   I decided the first thing I'm going to do when I'm off pelvic rest is treat myself to one of those big bad dragon dildos I've been lusting over at Bad Dragon, specifically Duke.

I attempted to make my own geeky and sexy Pandora station, Celestial Geeky Sex Radio, and it seems to be playing an interesting mix of music, from MC Chris, to The Smiths, Metallica and Danzig, in addition to some old nineties music.  I've been playing minecraft with Sire recently also now that I have all this spare time. 

With my daughter away for the weekend I have promised myself to write some late toy reviews over at edenfantasies.

I had to come back to add the awesome Dalek I draw tonight after Sire decided to dig out my tablet for me.   Inspired by this post and a conversation with another blogger friend of mine.   This was so much fun, I think I may be doing some more stuff like this soon. 

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Gone A While

My positive pregnancy test in December.
I'm ashamed.   I've been gone so long and I just thought I should come back and at least explain what's been going on.   I'm sure it was evident in my previous posts that I was overwhelmed with life.  I having children, going to university, and working was new to me and it was much more difficult than I anticipated.   The end of the Fall semester I focused on school, and then I finally conceived in December.   So on top of everything else I was then also pregnant and exhausted.   The last six months were the hardest in my life;  I have been constantly sick with various health issues, and couldn't keep up with school and work.   The same time I managed to pull my way through the end of the semester I went into preterm labor at 24 weeks and have been in and out of the hospital because of that now.   So I'm pretty bummed out now that the summer is finally here and I'm on pelvic rest and can't really participate in the lovely sexual fun in the sex blogging communities.   

I saw some really awesome toy sales recently and decided not to spend since it would just be too torturous for me to stare a new toy I can't use for the next few months.   I have been so incredibly horny the last couple weeks, it's awful.   I've become so conditioned to masturbation in the shower that now when I take a shower ever little droplet of water is like foreplay and it just teases me makes and makes me ache for an orgasm.
My pregnant belly a few weeks ago. 

I really want to start blogging again, so I'm going to have to expand my themes in my blog and focus probably on other things more than sex for now.  I will probably focus on more geeky and pregnancy related topics as well as magical witchy things.  I could also review some of my newer toys based on last months experiences and talk about some of the new sexual encounters I've had up until the pelvic rest occurred.    Just let the blogging go wherever.   Being off work and in bed a lot now, I've had time to re-explore old geeky past-times I hadn't had time for in a while.  

So I'm anticipating a return but it will taste a little different.    No children are home tonight, so perhaps I could start working on a project right now.  :)