Thursday, June 30, 2011

The Power of Submitting

There was a time in which I felt sexually powerful and confident in it, but since having a child I lost confidence in my self as a sexual entity.   As I have finally been living and exploring my long held fantasies of being dominated I have felt an overwhelming sense of self confidence welling up inside of me.  The act of submitting to the will of a master not only arouses me incredibly but makes me feel empowered.   I am empowered because I suddenly am not questioning actions I would previously have over thought, I am suddenly just doing them and feeling confident in them because the submission gives me no room for self doubt.  It is incredibly empowering.

By submitting myself I feel more in charge of my life than I ever have before.  I am suddenly making choices for myself I felt hesitant about before and feeling confident in them.    The power is incredible.   Not only do I once again feel like a sexual being, I feel like a fucking sexual goddess. 

Friday, June 24, 2011


Welcome to my new blog!  I'm still working out the kinks. I think the name I have right now may just be temporary until I can think of something incredibly awesome to both portray my sexual power and energy as well as my sexual fetishes and enjoyment I get out of being a sex slave.

I will focus my sex toys reviews and more thought out posts here in my public blog and use my livejournal for personal reflections and it will revert to being mostly friends only with limited access.  I am currently working on revising my first review over at Eden Fantasys and I'm very excited about it.
 I'm also expecting some new toys in the mail tomorrow I'm anxious to try! 

I am looking forward to so many fun, sexy, kinky, and exciting posts. Pictures, reviews, fantasies, maybe even some fictional erotica.  I hope you will all stick around and join me to enjoy the fun!